Dawggg;;

do i really need counseling? I refuse to go. I asked my best friend for an X pill cuz she said she can get them for free and she cursed my ass out like.... honestly. Shit, im not going to do something stupid. ( tries to keep a straight face ] Hell, i might need counseling but I just be stressing over pointless bullshit with my mother and her drainage she be doing to me.

"Baby come here,
Let me tell you something that you wanna hear
In your ears singing that song making love all night long"

-- Pleasure P

I definately want to see my boyfriend I got so much pent up anger in me I tried to cry it out but I cant bring any tears to my eyes. I think thats why they say its not good to bottle stuff in, you end up crazy.

But, I dont need counseling. I just need to feel appreciated by somebody in this house.

' and my roommate had to tell her about everything I said. I swear, when it comes to friends they be so dmn worried bout me they gotta tell each other like I said it was ohkayy. Smh.

and my homeboy told me he was worried bout me cuz I snapped on him. I be having these dreams mann ughh. He told me i needed to go to church.