3 C's

I got kinda upset I was thinking about my feelings and not really wat this whole thing was about. My previous post... uhhh yea.

Im all

Cool

Calm

&&

Collected

About that right now. Because of the fact that I thought about it and I talked to my friends about it.

Shane.

Shieka.

Cousin Tonya

&&

Morgan.

My horoscope says

With the emphasis being ion home and family today, you might find that someone is far less mature than their age would indicate, Aquarius. While you may be taking time to reminisce, and think about how different your view of things in the past is now, someone else may be doing everything they can to reject the knowledge gained from the experiences of the past. Maybe this is circumstantial, because you need to reflect on the past in order to gain the new skills you need to make progress with a current project.

I was thinking about my ex Beezy with him and his baby momma issues and her craziness and how that didnt last for a day. I mean, I really like Charles so I might as well go through this with him ya know. Im not gonna force myself to like the girl, besides. It was like, november and it was a 1 time thing. And she even told him that she dont want him to not be happy. She wants him to still be with his love and some other stuff i cant remember i was in the store trying to keep my jaw from dropping on the floor but all she wants is for him to see him. I just... I dont know. I guess but you never know what can happen now till then.

I wonder if he told his mom, like she already has a grandchild from his sister now him and she told him that she didnt want no more. lol which was funny. Ima feel all out of place but I guess thats what happens when you with someone through thick and thin. I mean, I was never plannin on breakin up wit him, nahhh never that. I just had to think about it. Like, get out of my selfish ways and really think about it.

But....

as long as its no problems thats worse than this. Im good cuz i dont know what else there is that can surprise the hell out of me.