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Fayetteville, North Carolina, United States
Im just an 19 year old girl that loves to have fun and do weird things with my crazy ass friends. I experiment a lot and I wish I had certain things. Not all fashionable, my wish list is bigger than what I have. I'm just an average girl that unfortunately, cant get a job AT ALL in my life. fckn fayetteville. Smh. I love my life right now no matter how many times i say I hate it.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

"You change your mind like a girl changes clothes"

I was discussing this with my best friend Lashaunda like, a couple of minutes ago. I liked this boy, not as much as I used to, but I liked him. I was re-evaluating the type of boys I like. I mean, it still stays the same. Pretty face, cute voice, nice accent. That's basically it. You could be 500 pounds with a cute face and I could think your cute. See, I wouldn't date certain boys because of how I think I would look with them in the public eye. If I don't see myself comfortable around a 500 pound dude linking arms with me, then I would just think your cute and keep it in the friend zone. Is that being mean? A couple of people told me no it wasn't being mean but I feel like im judging a guy by his appearance and I don't want to feel like that. I think that personality is key but appearance also affects the relationship. The guy that I used to like, he's not big. I mean, I can see myself with him, but the fact is.. I won't see myself with him. I can't. I feel that if I see him, I would immediately lose interest in him. Just sayin, if your a big guy. Whether, muscular or just have extra fat. You should keep up with how you look and look healthy and able to do things. I do not want a boyfriend that has to stop every 10 minutes walking on rugged terrain and catch his breathe or complain about the walk. It's ridiculous. Im not going to say that im in great shape, I know im not but I know that I don't complain about walking. I am willing to walk anywhere, I don't complain. Running, yea, I hate to run. I have big breasts and I don't like them bouncing all over the place when I have to run. Which is why I don't take P.E, but I keep myself feeling great and functional for myself so that when my friends wants me to go out with them somewhere, im willing to do it with no complaints. Then again, maybe its just me that feels this way.

Another issue is with guys that smokes. I used to think that guys that used to smoke were cute and they were fun to be with but when you smoke weed like all day every day, it gets to be boring to hear about. You keep talking about you smoking on this day and how you went to a party and smoked out the car. If I ask what you did the other day and all you say is smoke, then you probably didnt do anything productive. I don't really like that anymore. I think I grew out of it. Yes, I have tried it a couple of times and no, I did not like it. Smoking is not for me. I don't like the way it feels when it burns the hell out of my throat. I also don't see the enjoyment of the high. I was never high, no matter how many times someone said I was, I know if I would be high or not and I was not feeling high. Smoking is so unattractive to me, Cigarrettes is okay but weed. Potheads, its pathetic. After a while that "oooh he smells sooo good" ends up being a "he stinks. he must have just came back from smoking." The scent is soooo strong it burns my nose and I hate it. My opinion.

- Point Blank.

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