Do I Care Too Much....?

I feel like I'm trying to be a good caring best friend to her, but I don't think she wants to listen to my advice at all. I know I should just leave it alone but I don't want her fucking up her finance or her education. ( i wish we had smileys on here, I wanna show my annoyed face look right now. ] I can't be everyone's best friend and I can't keep everyone from making their mistakes. Ima let her do her now, because with her risking her education and money, I don't think I need to be in her business any longer.

When shit hits the fan, ( find out a nigga cheating and you paid for his cell phone. ] what u gonna do then? You barely talk to him now, if he was really thinking about you, he would have found a way to talk to you everyday. Everyone says that, everyone has that sense, but she supposedly loves him so much I guess its fucking with her head. The sex is fucking with her head. ( gets upset ] but its her. Not me but I guess "Love is so blind it feels right when its wrong".

Some people say that I can't find a man with the way I think, well... I think its how I think but, Oh Well. I don't really care, because honestly, I know what works for me and if I feel like something isn't going right, HELL YEA, Ima go with it.

I just don't want her saying I was never there for her when I was and I try to help her. I really do but now ( since I said this in at least 5 posts so far in 2010 about me changing my attitude towards her lol ] I really do think that its all for one and one for all.

Cuz i realized i got

Me myself and i

That's all i got in the end

That's what i found out

And it ain't no need to cry

I took a vow that from now on

I'm gonna be my own best friend