Its ok to Splurge sometimes, right???

My New Love Of My Life..

I got the Motorola Clutch. Closest thing to a Blackberry from Boost Mobile but when I saw this, I fell in love immediately. Friday, Refund Checks come out. I'm going to get it. 735 dollars and change and once I put it into my bank account Im going to have at least 526 left. This phone costs 280 dollars approximately (thats including tax from best buy) and I have got to get this phone in my hands. This is my main priority right now. I love Boost, 60 dollars a month and I get this. Even though its sucky service but I have no job and I can't afford a plan so... this will do. I feel like I'm crazy.

Well, these shoes are cute to huh. If I don't go to Raleigh this weekend, I will have to order these off the internet. Baker's are really nice for shoes, but I hate heels, I love boots now. Shout out to my little sister for buying my first pair for Christmas, and one for Sharron for letting me see them. Even though she bought a pair of these, it can't hurt me to get the same right? It sounds like I'm copying but I need something to though, right? Yea Yea Yea. I don't really care, they are CUTE. Well... These are 40 dollars plus tax ima say at least 45. I don't know. But whateva, it leaves me with 201 dollars in the bank. *sighs* Dammit Shanae. No clothes, you need skinny jeans. Hmm.... but where. Anyone have any suggestions on a cheap online store that sell cheap clothes. I mean, I wear a size 18 in pants (i dont look that big huh, well... Yea. Thats what I wear.) Hit me up.

Its Ok to Splurge Right? My mom trying to help me think straight but maybe if I would have had the chance to splurge in the beginning, then I wouldnt blow my money like I am going to this weekend. I had 200 dollars, no negative balance till I gave it to my mom, but I cant blame her. Its also my fault, for trying to overdraft an overdraft cuz I was starving. (damn I hate that the cafe closes so damn early).

I really want that phone, and I really want those Shoes. And I really need to put in that 50 dollar application fee and I REALLLY need to send in 135 dollars if I get into Winston Salem State. Life sucks but hopefully when my mom gets her tax refund, I can get that taken care of.

 *sighs*

Hopefully...