After Effects...

So, after I wrote my last post and I went to sleep, drove to Raleigh, and as Im laying on the couch watching my mom get her hair braided and watching Pregnant moms being addicted to Meth, I realized, its my life and i can do what i want to. If things happen unexpectedly, i just have to live with it. I mean, people have it worse than me. Haiti is out there, ( i dnt really know whats going on i dont watch the news all i know is an earthquake and they need help and that they are taking my Army guy away for up to 6 months. I can do 6 months. =) ]

I thought about things that I dont want though.

Kids

Drama

Boyfriend

Yes, I been hollering about me getting a boyfriend but after I actually put some thought into it, this right now. I am going to wait, I am WILLING to wait for some guy to talk to me, ask me out, take me out, do all those things that other couples do and surprisingly, No. I never had that. I think its cuz I am too shy or something. Like, Im not that shy. I can always talk to a random guy, its not hard. I just dont want the first thing I say to bite me in the ass. Understandable?

I think I deserve somebody, which is why I need a change of scenery. Fayetteville does nothing for me. I need new people and new guys and thats it. I dont know. If the Army guy says something or does something, it wont bother me. Im willing to wait, just cant do nothing right now because of everything that is going on.

My sociology class, I decided to deal with it. I am going to do this work and keep up with this. I am aiming for a 3.0 this semester or at least above it. Its easy, all i have to do is show up and listen for 3 hrs and then take a test.

My math class, I need to be more dedicated, even if its the easiest thing ever. Ima need to be in class.

English, already have my first paper to write. I got all day Sunday and Monday to work on it. Yes, this semester will be different and I am going to work harder in my english class than any thing else. 8-10 page research paper though. Thats going to kill me. Im aiming for a B on my final grade. This reminds me of my senior project.

Speech;; Im so nervous to speak up in front of people. I wanna see how this class goes. I need suggestions on my topics though. My mom says its an easy A. I gotta put my mind into it though.

Freshman Seminar;; everything is everything. I can make an A in that class if I went to the events lol.