About Me

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Fayetteville, North Carolina, United States
Im just an 19 year old girl that loves to have fun and do weird things with my crazy ass friends. I experiment a lot and I wish I had certain things. Not all fashionable, my wish list is bigger than what I have. I'm just an average girl that unfortunately, cant get a job AT ALL in my life. fckn fayetteville. Smh. I love my life right now no matter how many times i say I hate it.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Yo Side Of The Bed


 
Geez this video is my fav of Trey Songs. He should get maddddd KUDOS for this cuz i was like WOW!!! and when the child kissed him at the end I was like awwwwww. I mean, awwww. Im glad he tributed it to the soldiers and just wow. I love this video i cant wait till his CD come out.
Mann. I hate sitting at desks my boobs be all uncomfortable sitting on top of the desk.

--PointBlankk

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Friday, May 21, 2010

Summer School.

I never thought I wanted to see the weekend THIS bad before. I haven't seen my boyfriend in almost 3 weeks now and its frustrating but I can deal as long as I'm talking to him regularly again. I miss his crazy self and classes are stupid crazy. Only 2 and I be worn out that day. Geez but I got homework on the Epic of Gilgameth or something and ill get to that after I fix my banking.
--PointBlankk

Question!

What do u think about before, during, and after sex?
--PointBlankk

Too long

Here is an update on my life. I had my final exams a couple weeks ago and I made 2 B's, 2 C's and 1 D. I feel ashamed I let that part of my resolutions down but I am really going to step my game up cuz I am now in Summer School taking humanities and world history and trust me I am about to die of boredom.

Well, today I had a moment and just broke down crying but I'm fine now. I think a good couple tears every now and then would help keep anybody sane.

Can u believe these 5 weeks are going to go by so slow.

--PointBlankk

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Attitude by Charles Swindoll

"The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life.

Attitude to me is more important than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company ... a church ... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past ... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you ... we are in charge of our ATTITUDE."

I agree with this, a lot.


--PointBlankk

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Have u ever noticed that sno-cones come in every flavor but lemon? Apparently, we take that not eating yellow snow thing very seriously.
--PointBlankk

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Tell me one thing i dont know about u? One thing your afraid of? One thing u want from me? Nd one thing u would like to give me whether u can now or not...
--PointBlankk

Shit aint worth it

I feel like I done been betrayed. She (my roommate] wants me to go with her to chill with Don (the boy that threatened to kill her and shit;; stated in one of my wayyyy earlier posts about that drama] and what do you know.  SCHE is in the car so im thinkin, oh hell... they tryin to fck. So i turn around and she turns eme back around saying "Yur gnna leave me here with these two by myself. thats fckd up" and im like UGH! so yea, we in the car and everything is all gudd till we get to the park.

We get to the park and we walking and its pitch dark outside and im scared as hell and i want to leave but I cant leave so when Im ready to go Joy gives me a look and then says, u wanna leave but i dnt want her to ruin her fun so i say im fine and then wen we supposed to play Hide N Seek, knowing im scared I say ok. But what happens.

Her and Don ends up walking to the car leaving me with Sche but Sche was in the bathroom smoking his blunt so basically I was out by myself and Im just standing there thinking about how fckd up that was. I mean, .... Seriously. Ima say im pretty damn good faithful cuz i havent thought about fckn no nigga, havent thought about even saying that I WOULD fck some nigga. The most I would say is that he was cute and thats it. Thats all.

Her on the other hand, im not going to say. Its just a time and a place and just stuff I dont want to hear. (annoyed with that; previous post by the way] and ..... Y LEAVE ME THERE if they been tlkn bout gettin some "butt" the whole dmn time. Most of the time like I think she just dont get it. When you have drama and you let the drama go why bring the drama back in your life? I dont get it. But I cant say nothing cuz look at what im going through but its ok.

I just really wish I had some people to call at this time of night/morning when im in my time of need but i dont because If i was to call Charles if his phone was on. He would most likely be sleep but he a hard sleeper so if i did call he wouldnt hear it so that option is out the window and everyone else i have to txt first to make sure they are up and most of them dont have a car or live near me. Like my best friend Lonnie, or my twin Jordan. Kaleb about 30 mins away and all the other ones are just... far and carless.

I need people with cars. Im tired of feeling worthless sometimes and im tired of that guy txtn me. I swear, How do i file harrassment charges for this cuz i always delete his messages. Shud i save them and go to the police and show them it and see if they can do anything about it?

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Gangland

I like this show because it shows real shit and how gangs get started but if I watch it with Joy ima scream.

All I said was, "he's cute" and she said "oh my gosh look at those lips he look like he can do something with them very well." And then he makes a face and she is like "WOOOO he is sexy ima fck him in a heartbeat."

I think wen u turn 20 u shud at least watch what u say and how u say it because the words u speak can be perceived as the way u act. U tlk nasty, u are considered nasty. Point Blank.

I mean , seriously. Considering that I don't go around saying ima fck him or do this to him or anything. I dnt tell my business to anyone. Ya feel me. I can keep thoughts to myself but she jux bursts out with it. And the fact that she stresses out so much over her cheating bf's tag page is also ridiculous.

How wud u feel if ur bf/gf fckd ur best friend instead of u on ya birthday and u jux watched? Personally, idk why she is still with him.
(Very verry verrry long story)
Ima write it in another post.

I'm tired of giving her advice when she wants it she dnt take it. She stuck wit no good niggas but never wants to move on or change the way she acts. I'm sayin, their is major rooms for adjustment. Honestly.

That's all. I said my peace.

--PointBlankk

Thursday, May 6, 2010

She said it is a 3 level interview

And we was at the first level. I'm confused. What are the other 2 levels. She said she will call us back for a 2nd level (I doubt it. I feel like I kind of fckd up) but...

WATS THE THIRD LEVEL!

My mom said its prolly the walkthru and then its the drug test. Can't she do that wen we was there the first time and then the drug test. .......

Guys, (n girls), I'm nervous. I need a job. 19 and no one has yet to hire me. What's wrong with me?
--PointBlankk

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

What theeee hell

Fayetteville.

.......... She bought 3 cakes before. Went somewhere and came back in baskin robbins for another cake and said its her daughters birthday and she gnna tell them her story later. HOE!!! U bought 3 cakes.


--PointBlankk

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Baskin Robbins

10:20 am Baskin Robbins.
Between the oyster bar and baldinos.

JOB INTERVIEW

Pray for me;; I need this job.

--PointBlankk

I have the most annoying cousins ever. "Only losers get bored" I wanna say "only losers stay wit their parents for 30 years"
--PointBlankk

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Boondocks

That shit goes in. This episode is about the obama election. I wish this show was an hour log and not 30 mins. It is tooo fuNny.
Lol.

White man "Describe riley in one word"
riley "real nigga"
white man. "Real nigga aint one word"
riley " I kno nigga. Real niggas dnt follow instructions."

"Eh...wtf eh mean...watz goin on...i ask dis nigga if he like obama n dis nigga said eh.. "

"is going to start calling all of my niggas 'Obamas' and all my bitches 'Michelles'. "

...Boondocks is back with a vengeance
And I'm out.
--PointBlankk