Who do u want Shanae, stop being so choosy.

Well i really really really like this boy named Mario. We been talking since forever

and this boy named Charles, ugh. i like him but not as much as Rio.

They are both sooooo sexy and i jux love the way they tlk.

but Charles asked me to be his valentine and i had already said yea cuz Rio jux been... u kno. MIA for a min.

Dnt get me wrong, the only difference between them is that Rio is closer than Charles.
They both looove to joke around, Rio loves music though and Charles likes to smoke. A lot. I mean, Charles dnt smoke around me, Rio quit smoking. They both have 2 jobs, they both love to dance, they both LIKE ME. They both have a cute smile, smell good all of that. They both have money basically... ( not that i really care cuz i really dont. ]

They are sooooo sweet. Even though I been tellin Charles to buy me a bear for Valentines day but still hasnt done it. He has no car or license. he uses his homeboy car to get up here but in order for him to come i have to bring my homegirl and she doesnt like his homeboy. He NEVER calls me and he RARELY even texts me backk.

Rio can drive, he has his own car ( 2 ) as he says, he cares bout his lil nieces and nephews, he is a real sweetheart he woulda gave me his chain. He calls me and then jux sings in my ear the whole time like... ok. lmao. But he txts backk sometimes to. ( he said he gonna call me and i still have yet recieved a phone call. ]
But its like... Charles asked me to be his Valentines day and i said yea and then with me hanging out with Rio... I forgot i was dating Charles for a second until after Rio asked me out and my dumbass said yea. I kno who I want to be with, even though it makes no difference, its still going to be the same way, (except Rio and his homeboy taking me and my roommie out to eat ] and he like the only one thats done that for me. I aint never really have anything speciall with any guy anyway so .. idk. But i realllly want to actually be with Rio but i dnt kno how to tell Charles that i dnt want to be with him anymore, its only been......... 3 days.
How am i going to break up with him? we just started going out Valentines day. *sighs* Im suchh a fckk up. I finally get a good guy ( in some sort of way ] and this is what i do.

I hate being me.
 
 
I did decide to give Mario a try and I sent Charles a text because, he didn't pick up his phone so yea. If he doesnt catch that hint then I dont want another (airforce] guy because that was complicating explaining EVERYDAY why your breaking up with them.
 
I really do like Charles but..... I feel sooo badd. Usually ill be like fckk u and date both at the same time but im actually going to try and make myself happy for once. I seen Rio today and just .... *sighs* he is sooo sexy and cool. He was txtn me while in the truck. His godfather (24) Rio is (20), wanted my roommate/bestie to come outside so i brought her outside and she though they were both cute to. Sooo... problem is...
 
Christian .. she goes out with him but I kno she would end up breaking up with him soon cuz of his ways. BK and Rio can rapp and stuff they are soooo good. I told her that that was BK and she was like REALLY i was like yea, he kept saying thats his fav rapper. Lmao.. that was her slow moment. She likes him and I like Rio. *sighs* I wish it wasnt this hard.. i want Charles to txt me backk something he hasnt really tlkd to me lately.