Left out to dry... SMH niggas or need i say, yungins.

Not editing due to laziness and lack of sleep lol.

Dont get me wrong, younger guys can fckk to ya kno I just dont like the whole point in playing around pissing me off on purpose I mean, if he wanted the same treatment backk, I would have been more than ready to but I dont care how small and weak this nigga look, the nigga got strong hands its ridiculous. I mean, he 18 now but when I met him he was 17. Still a tryna be hard guy but he aint hard cuz the nigga not even guts enough to find someone else to take me backk... See what had happened was ....
 
So the deal was I leave at around 11 come back by 2. What happens? I leave at 2:30 got back around 5. Wanna know what happened. EVERYTHING. These kids oh my gosh, my life is in there hands u know. That boy is still 17 and is speeding on a road that says 35 and going 90. Now tell me who gave that boy his license, I want to sue cuz that was utterly ridiculous.

So like we get to his house, walk in, tlk for like 5 mins then got straight to it. I did what I said I would never do just to get him hardd (yeayeayea save ya lectures for later, i kno one day ima end up liking it i mite as well try to get used to it) ... ya know but his ass was playing around pissing me off while he was playing around, like what the hell. you know. He would get on top and ask me, what now? I'm like oh gosh... are u serious? and he was doing it on purpose, i knew his thoughts, cuz I realllllly was in need of it but he kept fckn around. So by the time it happened, again, he stopped saying what now. no no get up. So i got up and he put the blanket on the floor and yea... we was close to his bedd and hmmm Find out how i burnt my leg. *shit burns like shit*

So.... im on all 4's ready, this nigga... ugh... i swear he fckd wit me 50% of the time I was there, untill he finally stopped playing, then he said, im tired of this . Ok. I got up got on my backk... like... 10 mins then switched places and it kept coming out like, stay in you know. So, that was like the rest of the time, this nigga busted at least 3 times, if not busted, went hella soft so like... idk;; it was thickk tho but seeing as how that wasnt enough ( i cant really explain the main thing, his mom kept waking up on and off and we had to do like 5 min breaks everytime the floor creaked, lmao cuz it wasnt us.) And then , thank goodness, he was calling his ride backk, his MOM (oh lord) attempted to open the door and im on the bedd layin there almost sleep. RIDICULOUS! So i said fckk it and texted everyone I knew that had a car. well, only 1 person cuz i aint txt everyone and he said yea he would come and get me so We had to sneak outside cuz its like 4 something in the morning or whateva and school was coming. I know it was almost 5 tho, so like, IDK what the hell was there problem. His ride (cousin) got into a fight and didnt come and pick us up to drop me off. i stood outside for dmn near an HOUR just to wait on my ride and then wen i left, I came here posted up 2 blogs slept came in late for my class then after that, seen Kelvin and he had to tell me that i had a hickie on my dmn neck. I TRIED TO GET RID OF IT! I DONT KNO HOW TO GET RID OF IT! I hope my mom doesnt come by and see me, its ridiculously noticeable.IM going to leave for my speech class yea. That was my morning.

Pissed off and Annoyed (aint that kinda like the same thing]

&& needless to say, im still horny as hell and in need of more. BUT NEVER AGAIN WITH THAT NIGGA! NEVER AGAIN!