I been playing one love and love lost over and over and over again. I really think charles wud be better but idk. He asked me to spend the nite with him friday. I told him ok. I'm kinda embarrassed. I snore hella loud, lol u kno wen u haven't slept u jux... Yea. Well, I guess its gonna be the first time I'm staying at a potential guy cousin house lol.

Anyway, my friend Tre told me that I should test them with the whole sex thing. I am, but not with charles. I mean, I had sex with charles, valentines day. But mario I haven't so ima see where that goes. Ima give it the next couple times before I officially make my decision, its like, I need to think straight or if charles is really serious bout not wanting to tlk to me. He did say that if I'm with him he dnt want to think about that. He asked me for his name and all of that. He even told me bout his sister braiding his hair and asking y his eyes were red.

Is it that serious to remind me of the hurt I put on u??? Is it? I wanna know.
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