FML;; Its Snowing in Raleigh.

I've been M.I.A. since the last time I posted. Oh well. Anyway. Life. has been life. I been arguing back and forth with my grandma. She wants to be so dmn dependent like. i kno you can do this. Stop asking me to do a million things for you. I been chillin besides that.

But the past couple days they been gettin on my nerves. PWC was goin to cut our shit off. I had to get money out to pay it. the money would not get off the card. Spent like... a million miles of gas going back and forth places. My grandma moves hella slow. Today, im up at 6. She needs to UGH. my mom had me going all over fayetteville. I dont know where shit is in fayetteville. So, yea. Lets just say i got Lost. Really Really Lost. I got home on my own;; my mom couldnt even pick up the phone to help me out. I had to find my own way. Then i couldnt even take a nap cuz my mom to damn worried bout her fckn watch battery. Got there. Got it done;; cousin calls tellin me she ready and there is like... massive traffic. at 4, there was traffic. So i got home around like 4:12;; packed my shit up and then waited for her to come.

Raining hard. cousin driving tooo slow. Got to Raleigh. Went to the Chinese food place and guess what, its snowing and.... Yea. It was stickin to the road. Almost slipped wit all the stuff we had to carry.
Seen this cute guy in this apartment place but i found out he married to a white woman. Dmn. I wish i woulda took a picture. He was cute.

Thats Whats happening in my life right now. Sleep;; and thats it.

There is this boy that i really like. He in the Military. He wasn't listed up there. With the Navy, Airforce, and *drug dealer;;.... Lets just add in the Army. I think he is cute, and i dont know. But its like, i want to be wit him but its too early.. I mean, i knew him for a while. lol but we are actually like... talking. We wasnt really talking back then but we are talking now.

And my ex wants to come to Fayetteville but i already kno that we not goin to get back together. I can feel that in my gut. But the Army guy is jux, he nice. He not that mean, like he said he used to be but i never really saw mean. Not that i can remember so yea, I really like him and ... I hope he dont leave next friday on Christmas cuz i really wanna chill wit him. Like CHILL wit him. Get to know him a lot better, lol in alllll ways. So yea. Im out.

We going to Walmart.