I noticed that one of my "homegirls" *we dnt tlk like that no more so i dnt kno what to say. When we used to chill like ALLLL the time we was like, cool as shit and everything but. I guess during the 2 years i aint been back and Facebook and .... a bunch of other stuff.

She think she hot shit and im like, wtfckkk. and to me, she puts herself out there like she a hoe and knowin dmn well her ass aint gon do shit i can tell u that much. Me and my Ride or Die Shieka, i know her like the back of my hand but the other girl i dnt even kno her no more like its petty shitt. She gon get herself killed or have an STD and ima be like, it was going to happen one day and she USES guys for food and shit.

*looks around*

Yea Yea Yea i was like that to but im good now. im wayyyy past that stage. honestly. i havent asked for food in a minute and if i did i be joking. if they get it thats on them but i always tell them no dont do it i was just kidding but still.

She gonna get suttin done to her. she not doin nun wit her life anyway. Skipping school got kicked out and dont want to get back in and just hanging out. what happens when ur mom puts u out on the streets at the age of 26 cuz u never GREW UP!

Geez;; grow the hell up.

and WE ARE PAYING OVER at least 15,000 Dollars for a college education and I WILL BE DAMNED IF I GET KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL AND STILL HAVE TO PAY BACK THOSE FUCKIN LOANS. im doing a whole lot better than i was and sooo ready to transfer but its REDICULOUS. i think i spelled that wrong.

U GO TO SCHOOL TO LEARN RIGHT, honestly. *shakes head knowing i dont have no room to talk BUT* im still in good standing. my GPA is a lil low but a 2.567 and i get to start over wen i leave. Come on im redeeming myself. Unlike some ppl with a 0.482 or a 0.100 or a 0.000 and do nuthin but worry about refund checks.

and then... idk what else to say bout this subject but i at least attempt to do the work RIGHT. not complain "7 pages, i dnt feel like formatting it right" and then when i try to help and she catches an attitude. i did APA and MLA in class for English so i know how to do it. I mean, Geez. Its so annoying. lol. anywhoo....

Why waste thousands of dollars if u dnt spend ur money right . LOANS! ugh they cost and need to be paid back.

AND MY MOM TOOK 100 DOLLARS OUT MY BANK ACCOUNT! SHE OWES ME MONEY!

Nagging I understand why men hate it.

By this time I'm so annoyed and done with. If I hear anything about "J" and "pissin me off and tryin to play me" and "sex" (voice changes) "can u believe it. I lasted a month with no sex. Even tho I was tempted I lasted a month going on two with NO sex and I really want to. Ugh." (Changes back) ANNOYING! Then gets mad wen I have an attitude. HONESTLY! I have a reason for my attitude. SHUT THE FUCK UP! No one cares! I dnt come to u complainin bout my sex life. I hadn't had sex in a month and a half. I'm not complaining. Am I complaining. *blanks face* am I? No. I haven't said one word. Only thing I tlk to her bout my relationship if he called and tells me what his friends been up to. That's the only thing.

Geez, she needs to stfu.

Ughh.

Anyways. How was ur day? Lol.

--PointBlankk

Its fun to hear about people's families becuz then u get the whole story of why they act the way they act.

The drama part is funny also, and how they decided to resolve the issue.

Every family has stories and.... Lol I love em. They make me laugh, even my family is funny.

--PointBlankk

Boy: you are ABCDEFGHIJK
Girl: what does that mean ;)
Boy: attractive, brilliant, cute, darling, elegant, funny, gorgeous, hot!
Girl: Awww! What does IJK mean?
Boy: I'm just kidding.
--PointBlankk

I never realized how it wud feel to be so alone after ur thru with a relationship. No, I'm not single but if I jux sit here and think bout how I have acted the 4 weeks I last seen my boyfriend you would have thought I was single and I really felt like I lost him to some other girl but now I realize the whole, "you can't trust no one but yourself" issue.

I'm not going to take people's advice in my own relationship. I feel like I am bug enuff to handle my own problems. Of course we don't talk as much as we could but at least he makes me happy. With what he told me tonight, I'm gladd I have him cuz I kno he is happy to have me.

Some people say, "u dnt kno what u have till its gone" idk but I know he really tryin to get it together for himself and he really wants to take this big step with me. Which is where my trust starts to end becuz while I'm at winston salem and he has that kid in august a week after I leave. Idk if he gnna be like "let's make this relationship work and blahblahblah" I'm jealous. He is the only bf I had that really has made me happy.

He tld me bout his sister and her bby daddy with their kid and how he said he cnt help but think about me but when I think of kids I think of ol girl and her pregnant belly.

But, if its meant to be then its meant to be. I'm really glad he is ok. I think I wud have went crazy if something wud have happened to him.

Never have I ever felt this way about someone before. Ever. First time for everything.
--PointBlankk

Yo Side Of The Bed

 
Geez this video is my fav of Trey Songs. He should get maddddd KUDOS for this cuz i was like WOW!!! and when the child kissed him at the end I was like awwwwww. I mean, awwww. Im glad he tributed it to the soldiers and just wow. I love this video i cant wait till his CD come out.

Mann. I hate sitting at desks my boobs be all uncomfortable sitting on top of the desk.

--PointBlankk