5 days down 4 more to go.

2 more days till my cellphone is off and 1 more till his is off. Which sucks cuz we havent talked at ALL today and it makes me mad and I told him that but he said he got a job down there so im like, ohkayy. Do your thing since you wont send me no pictures. I gotta see them when he comes back up here Sunday or Monday or..... I dont know when the next time Ima see him but he trying to pay his phone bill and I guess he says he is gonna attempt to pay mine. 60 dollars to his 109. Not bad huhh. lol. I love him. I felt like I did ever since I was all depressed when I told him about Mario. I wish I can take that back, that just ruined everything. Well, not really, it just shows how much he really cares for me.

He even said that he was in withdrawal from the whole week we been with each other to.... him being in texas and im here and he cnt see me till when he comes back. I miss him soooo much I dont know what I would do. Then I dont wanna worry him about a (PT) unless I kno for sure that i need a (PT). Lord please let it come on at the end of next week. I dont want it to start and me being with him. Thats, unfair. Totally unfair. *rolls eyes*

He told me that his friends and his family likes me. I mean, when I first seen them I was shy and stuff, it takes me a minute to get used to being with them you know but that whole week I was there I opened up more and actually started talking. I like them and he met my roommate Joy and homeboy Jamu'. Ughh this sucks. Im finna get in the shower and mope around on this dmn speech paper.

Im out.

(why my mom calling me asking me why i havent called her. I be busy. im sorry for being busy).

and he says i need to make my facebook statuses more about him but he aint updating his like that and im barely updating mine. lol. men.

Random Thought;; Addiction...

I was watching the lifetime premiere of GIA last night and let me applause Angelina Jolie in that role. I hope I spelled her name right. Anyway, that movie was WOW to me. I caught the middle and the end, not the WHOLE movie but as far as I watched, it was a good movie. Especially the end when that girl said that when they picked her up her flesh fell off her back. Yea, I was like woooow. I actually want to see something like that in real life. I should be a doctor, blood doesnt bother me. I think its cool. Discovery Health had this man and his heart was still beating and I seen it. That was cool to. But anywhoo...

My real point in this Addiction thing is that,

Everyone has there addictions and I think mine is Becoming a Fan on facebook. Like, I became a fan in at least, a hell of a lot of stuff a day and I cant stop. I wish they had a rehab for this. lol.

Yea, another random post.