Mike jackson wrote...

The worst thing is holdingl onto someone who doesn't want to be held onto. Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch u. The thing about falling in love is that if u do it right, u'll never hit the ground. Life is 2 short to be anything but happy. So kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what it taught u. Sometimes u just have to smile, pretend that everything's okay, hold back the tears and walk away. If u want to see the rainbow u must go thru the rain. If u want TRUE LOVE you must go thru the pain. Women were made from a man's rib. Not his head to be superior, not his feet to be walked on, but from his side to be equal, from under his arm to be protected and from next to his heart to be loved.
--PointBlankk

Its soooo much to say about her, I dnt even kno where to begin. Its like, able to be one looooooooong phone conversation and I dnt really have anyone to tlk to like that about her cuz she is annoyin and I dnt think she realized that.

She tld me this boy thinks I'm ugly right but idts (I dnt think so) cuz little does she kno I tlk to him everyday txtn and what not and he wanted me to chill but knew I had to bring her along with me so I denied it and she accepted it then gon tell me all he wants to do is fck.

I'm lookin at her like, not all boys are like that. They'll only do that if u let them and ima let u kno the inside scoop, she will fck anybody. I dnt care how much she tries to deny it but guys use her for pussy, money, and head. No lie. And I dnt think she honestly realizes this shit.

So I asked him (the guy that supposedly thinks I'm ugly) about it. Well I told him about it. I tell him everything she does and he was like becuz she was a lame in high school she think that she lost weight and will do anything to make it seem like she was cool.

As far as I know of she fckd around with her "brother" when he had a girl and when he was single and gave him money wenever he asked her to. And then one day, she got a papsmear from the infirmary cuz of her problems right. Guess what! CHLAMYDIA!

And while she took that drink she wasn't supposed to have sex for a week. She complains bout how she cnt do it and when she was with that 31 year old guy 31 with a 10 year old kid. And she couldn't resist having sex so they fckd. This was the second day. WITHOUT a condom so that nigga cuda got It and they fckd around more so she could have caught It back. She dnt know yet till she get another papsmear.

So now she got her check (refund) and she over here thinkin she hot shot and can do whateva she wants and can afford everything and shiit but she is homeless but stays with me. She has no car. She is suspended from school and she expects me to tell my mom that she has nowhere to go. My mom gnna leave her ass out no lie if it comes down to it cuz if she buys another extacy pill ima tell my mom and ima have my mom look cuz I'm not going to do it no more, I told charles and everyone else I'm not touching it becuz I refuse to go thru it all over again. Lol. Its harmful to my body mannn I done scratched myself up and made myself bleed and dmn near killed myself while I was on it. 2WICE. I'm not doin it again.

Idk what ima do with this girl.

She gon ask me if I can pick up her friend and take them to get their tongue pierced. If her friend wanted to go her friend wud get her mom car and take them herself. She a hoe. I dnt usually call noone a hoe but she a hoe. Cuz she sellin herself out to every nigga that she LET fck. Yes, I said LET. Cuz of the fact that she LET them do it and does not understand the word No.

But technically I'm a so called hater wen I voice my opinion. What do u call it?

Cuz I kno the word No. I dnt LET other niggas fck me. I dnt evn give the ones that act like they want me the time of day.

I have a bf that I'm fully committed to. I haven't even thought twice bout cheatin on him.
So seriously, am I a so-called hater?

--PointBlankk

I noticed that one of my "homegirls" *we dnt tlk like that no more so i dnt kno what to say. When we used to chill like ALLLL the time we was like, cool as shit and everything but. I guess during the 2 years i aint been back and Facebook and .... a bunch of other stuff.

She think she hot shit and im like, wtfckkk. and to me, she puts herself out there like she a hoe and knowin dmn well her ass aint gon do shit i can tell u that much. Me and my Ride or Die Shieka, i know her like the back of my hand but the other girl i dnt even kno her no more like its petty shitt. She gon get herself killed or have an STD and ima be like, it was going to happen one day and she USES guys for food and shit.

*looks around*

Yea Yea Yea i was like that to but im good now. im wayyyy past that stage. honestly. i havent asked for food in a minute and if i did i be joking. if they get it thats on them but i always tell them no dont do it i was just kidding but still.

She gonna get suttin done to her. she not doin nun wit her life anyway. Skipping school got kicked out and dont want to get back in and just hanging out. what happens when ur mom puts u out on the streets at the age of 26 cuz u never GREW UP!

Geez;; grow the hell up.

and WE ARE PAYING OVER at least 15,000 Dollars for a college education and I WILL BE DAMNED IF I GET KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL AND STILL HAVE TO PAY BACK THOSE FUCKIN LOANS. im doing a whole lot better than i was and sooo ready to transfer but its REDICULOUS. i think i spelled that wrong.

U GO TO SCHOOL TO LEARN RIGHT, honestly. *shakes head knowing i dont have no room to talk BUT* im still in good standing. my GPA is a lil low but a 2.567 and i get to start over wen i leave. Come on im redeeming myself. Unlike some ppl with a 0.482 or a 0.100 or a 0.000 and do nuthin but worry about refund checks.

and then... idk what else to say bout this subject but i at least attempt to do the work RIGHT. not complain "7 pages, i dnt feel like formatting it right" and then when i try to help and she catches an attitude. i did APA and MLA in class for English so i know how to do it. I mean, Geez. Its so annoying. lol. anywhoo....

Why waste thousands of dollars if u dnt spend ur money right . LOANS! ugh they cost and need to be paid back.

AND MY MOM TOOK 100 DOLLARS OUT MY BANK ACCOUNT! SHE OWES ME MONEY!

Nagging I understand why men hate it.

By this time I'm so annoyed and done with. If I hear anything about "J" and "pissin me off and tryin to play me" and "sex" (voice changes) "can u believe it. I lasted a month with no sex. Even tho I was tempted I lasted a month going on two with NO sex and I really want to. Ugh." (Changes back) ANNOYING! Then gets mad wen I have an attitude. HONESTLY! I have a reason for my attitude. SHUT THE FUCK UP! No one cares! I dnt come to u complainin bout my sex life. I hadn't had sex in a month and a half. I'm not complaining. Am I complaining. *blanks face* am I? No. I haven't said one word. Only thing I tlk to her bout my relationship if he called and tells me what his friends been up to. That's the only thing.

Geez, she needs to stfu.

Ughh.

Anyways. How was ur day? Lol.

--PointBlankk

Its fun to hear about people's families becuz then u get the whole story of why they act the way they act.

The drama part is funny also, and how they decided to resolve the issue.

Every family has stories and.... Lol I love em. They make me laugh, even my family is funny.

--PointBlankk

Boy: you are ABCDEFGHIJK
Girl: what does that mean ;)
Boy: attractive, brilliant, cute, darling, elegant, funny, gorgeous, hot!
Girl: Awww! What does IJK mean?
Boy: I'm just kidding.
--PointBlankk

I never realized how it wud feel to be so alone after ur thru with a relationship. No, I'm not single but if I jux sit here and think bout how I have acted the 4 weeks I last seen my boyfriend you would have thought I was single and I really felt like I lost him to some other girl but now I realize the whole, "you can't trust no one but yourself" issue.

I'm not going to take people's advice in my own relationship. I feel like I am bug enuff to handle my own problems. Of course we don't talk as much as we could but at least he makes me happy. With what he told me tonight, I'm gladd I have him cuz I kno he is happy to have me.

Some people say, "u dnt kno what u have till its gone" idk but I know he really tryin to get it together for himself and he really wants to take this big step with me. Which is where my trust starts to end becuz while I'm at winston salem and he has that kid in august a week after I leave. Idk if he gnna be like "let's make this relationship work and blahblahblah" I'm jealous. He is the only bf I had that really has made me happy.

He tld me bout his sister and her bby daddy with their kid and how he said he cnt help but think about me but when I think of kids I think of ol girl and her pregnant belly.

But, if its meant to be then its meant to be. I'm really glad he is ok. I think I wud have went crazy if something wud have happened to him.

Never have I ever felt this way about someone before. Ever. First time for everything.
--PointBlankk